Tick Tock, goes my clock.

Yes, it is ticking.

All I can do now is wait.

Gut feelings are right, once in awhile.

Aren't they?

I feel so emo now. You know what I need? To party. Yes, that's it. I need to party. Get my mind off things. SOMEONE THROW A PARTY, AND INVITE ME! :D I sound like a freeloader. But I DON'T CARE. INVITE MEEEEEEEE! A party on my birthday is out of the question. Thank you, Malaysian education system, and your midterm dates. Sigh.

Have you ever tried, lying down on the floor, eyes closed, mind blank and start to think. Of everything of the past, everything in the present and visualize things in the future? A future, that is overshadowed by the past. Past mistakes that make you feel unworthy and not good enough. It isn't very nice, so I'm telling you. DON'T DO IT. DON'T SIT AND THINK. Thinking is bad. Very, bad. Be dumb and hollow. Don't think! :)

Beautiful, isn't it?

A moment where the world didn't matter, where everything around isn't taken into consideration. A moment of pure happiness, and joy. Just to be where I was, and to just.. be free. The only time, I feel these emotions again. Is all thanks to one person. He, is amazing.

I want my friends back.

I want, to be accepted.

I want to confide, and not be shot down.

I want them to care.

I want my choices to be respected.

I want them to see, what i see.

I want them, to walk a mile in my shoes.

Well. We can't always get what we want, can we?

One thing's for sure. I am never. EVER letting him go.

DEAL WITH IT.

"I wouldn't trade you, not for anything in the world. Nothing beats pure happiness and bliss. :) "